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I just really want to feel supported.
What's the point of it if you feel like your efforts are merely a nuisance.
that your aspirations aren't worth the time.
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I'm so glad I read that, cuz immediately after I did it was edited down to like half of that, wtf?!
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I attended the first preview last night of The Blank's "Little Fish" and was slightly disappointed. I had heard mixed reviews of the company's work, often that in an effort to draw an audience they cast "big" names into roles that might not be the best fit, and last night was no different. While Mrs. Ripley gives an out of this world performance, her voice seems tired and unsupported throughout the score. Kirsten Sanderson's direction is shoddy,she seems to be a generally competent at understanding the emotional resonance of Charlotte's struggle but completely lacks any shred of visual interpretation. The rest of the cast hits and misses throughout the evening. That is, everyone except Greg Jabara who proves his chops with one of the most complex and hilariously awkward scenes I have ever had the joy to witness as he takes on the role of Charlotte's washed up boss, Mr. Bunder.

One huge mistake was in the casting of Broadway alumnus Chad Kimball, his performance is completely out of place compared to the rest of the cast. His movement is far exaggerated and his voice is grating and unrealistic. His interpretation is horribly predictable and his delivery feels rehearsed and stagnant. He sings like an angel but needs to learn to fit in organically with the confines of the company.

The true flaw is Michael John LaChiusa's work. While there is no doubt he creates some beautiful moment musically, he needs to seriously rethink his point of attack. What triggers Charlotte's reversal? And why should I even care about Charlotte at all? She seems whiny and unhappy and just needs to pop a pill and stop singing about cigarettes. He seems to have given us exactly what Robert refers to as "the blob". Completely devoid of any real emotion or reaction and once she finally shows any real feelings its wrapped up as a stereotypical spousal abuse and breast cancer sandwich.

The band sounded amazing, which is refreshing is smaller LA Theatre. Adam Rigg's lighting was flawless probably the best I have seen this year. And the set was innovative and exciting although I would have liked to have seen him go a little farther with it, I imagine this was due to space confines.

Go see this play to see the brilliance of Alice Ripley's interpretation of the book and some really innovative design, but please don't say I didn't warn you.

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So many things suck. My car got towed at 2am in hollywood last night.
My own fault cuz I have like 6 unpaid parking tickets.
BUT!
I sent my registration in in the mail, and I guess the DMV never fucking got it.
so now I have to go in today to the DMV and pay for my registration + late fee (WTF!)
THEN I have to go to the parking violations and pay for my tickets.
THEN I have to go to Hollywood Tow and pay to get my car back.

Yes, I admit this is my fault since I am the worst person at paying parking tickets.
But seriously. I don't want to go to the DMV.

And I dont have a car.....

Current Mood:
crappy crappy
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guh.

I hate birthdays. I dread them for like 3 weeks before. and then when they happen i just feel like the whiniest person ever. poop.

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im sick of other tv.
i want project runway to start.
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Look at all the good reviews for my show I designed!!!

Except, I don't really understand whether backstage liked my set or not? I guess being mentioned at all is a good thing!

http://www.backstage.com/bso/search/article_display.jsp?vnu_content_id=1003623188

http://www.variety.com/review/VE1117934332.html?categoryid=1265&cs=1

http://www.curtainup.com/limonadela.html

http://www.laweekly.com/stage/theater/reviews-of-paradise-lost-bob-eds-discount-enlightenment-warehouse/16955/?page=2

ps. I did not take the horrid picture that has me credited as taking it. I don't know how that happened!

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I finished Deathly Hallows, and I feel empty and full.
I wanted to near the end so badly, but the closer it got the sadder I felt.

I'm gonna miss reading them. Should I just reread them over and over again for the rest of my life?

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Nicky bought an iphone a week ago. And I was jealous. cuz it's beautiful.

so today I bought one.
and tomorrow I'm returning it.

I had HUGE buyer's remorse after sliding my card.
With the stress of moving and job hunting I just want to have pretty things to distract me.

But have decided I should find less expensive pretty things.

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Hey strangers.

Yesterday while with Audrey and Del we found a baby kitten in their neighborhood.

She's the sweetest cat ever and really cute.
We can't keep her because our dog wants to kill her.
He hates puppies and kittens.

But she's really personable and socialized.
She took to our cat right away and is super adventurous and playful.

She's still pretty young, Im guessing around 12-15 weeks.
Ask around if you or anyone you know wants to adopt her.

She's already litter trained and is awesome.

Thanks Guys!

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I feel so boring.
Nicky and I totally ditched the gossip tonite.
instead I sewed and Nicky organized his half of the closet.

....totally fucking boring.
I havent seen them in a long ass time. but Im kind of ok with my domesticality.

ps. not moments before finishing the first of 3 dresses I need to sew, I fucking spilled oily dirty dish water on the fucking yellow silk skirt. GARH!!!

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Ive always been a pretty tough critic when it comes to acting and whatnot.

But all of these classes are making me even worse. I feel like I can't even enjoy things anymore.
it sucks.

I want so badly for everything to be brilliant, and I know that expectation is rediculous.
But, is it so much to ask to be completely floored for once?
And to wish that I was even capable of a fraction of the brilliance that I got to see.
Well, heres to hoping tonight can prove itself.

yes.
school is good.
I got into a graduate design class next quarter.
And also got invited to be in a graduate performance theory class.
so we'll see!

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I managed to miss 3 of montreal shows, with enon, this weekend.

how has my life come to this?

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I hate L.A.

word.

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Finals are over.

And I (finally) have college credit, fuckers.
If only I had money to go with it.
then life would be grand.

I am definatley pro-vacation.
definately.

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I just saw the most amazing performance I have ever seen.
fucking brilliant. fucking amazing.

If you're in the los angeles region this weekend and need something to do
go see Mabou Mines production of dollhouse at UCLAlives international theatre festival.

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Life has hit this weird point
where things are going really well
and I havent thought about sleeping all day
in two weeks. which might seem like not a very long time
but two weeks of no sleeping in is amazingly
impressive.

I feel like something should go wrong.
Like in the next week someones going to crap
on my high.

But I sure do hope not.
dland was fun today!

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the beautiful ashleigh. I took these last saturday
I'm so glad we're in the same city again!

her music
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